Three months ago I started on a journey that no one ever asks for, no one ever dreams of, no one. The man I pledged to spend the rest of my life with departed this world. Early in the morning of September 22, 2017, our lives forever changed. I found myself going through so many emotions and thoughts. Writing has been the best outlet to gain some sense of peace. Notice I don’t say understanding because this is something I will never understand. Though somehow through the craziness of what has been a monumental catastrophic event, I have found solace in writing.
It is through the encouragement of my friends and family that I am able to start this blog. Mark always wanted me to write and share my ideas with the world. This site is for him, to honor this amazing man and to keep his legacy alive. A legacy of wanting to help others and make a difference in this world through thoughts and actions.
The title came up from feeling like I have been living in a snow globe these past three months. I see everyone and the life they continue to live but I don’t really feel like I am a part of this world. I feel like I am in a snow globe watching everyone go by, watching everyone watch me. Everyone’s love is felt but it feels like no one can really understand. It feels like I am in my own world to deal with how our life is supposed to go on without my children’s father, my best friend, my soul mate. This is my life in a snow globe. My love, my husband, my angel, this is for you.